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Thursday, October 8, 2026

AI Music Is Real

Before we get started, please bookmark my music site and check it out after reading this article. And while you're at it, follow me on TikTok at @Crashout.Royalty. That's where you can find more of my music, videos, artwork, and whatever else I'm creating next.

Here's my most recent Hip-Hop release as of this publishing date...

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPLjkEnsM/

And here is my old organic Hardcore/Punk Band ILLITHED

https://mindtreasury.blogspot.com/2018/02/hardcorepunk-band-illithed.html

The AI Music Debate I May Never Have — Because I Value My Time

Hello, I'm the account "Crashout Royalty" for those that are unaware. Multidisciplinary artist and activist researcher JM Talboo AKA BishopNeoWinstonSmith leader of the music group and collective of artists known as #CrashoutAristocrats

Before the imagined debate ensues I want to first acknowledge positive conversations are happening as evinced by the screenshots below. 

I say this because what sparked me writing this is a lot shit talking is taking place online from those opposed to AI music. Makes me wonder if they are industry plants Ad hominem attacks are not an argument, I can talk smack and lay one down too lol but I'll focus on substance and positivity while they act like the miserable people they msst be.

What would happen if I actually debated someone who believes AI-assisted music is inherently inferior to human-made music?

I may never find out.

And that's okay.

One of the reasons I use AI in the first place is because I value my time.

So rather than spending hours arguing with somebody on the internet, I decided to run the entire hypothetical debate through my head.

Here's how I'd approach it.

Not by assuming I'd win every argument.

Not by rigging the experiments.

And not by pretending AI is automatically better than human creativity.

I'd simply ask that we actually examine the claims being made.

And there's an important distinction right from the beginning:

I'm not simply an "AI music maker."

I'm a multidisciplinary artist.

I make music. I write. I perform. I make videos. I make physical artwork. I make digital artwork. I work with photography, animation, costumes, props, locations and visual effects. I showcase other artists and artwork. I use technology. I collaborate with other people. And sometimes I use AI.

Sometimes I use none of it.

That's the bigger picture.

I Don't Like Being Pigeonholed

I've never been particularly interested in being shoved into one category.

Why would I limit myself to one medium just because somebody else wants a convenient label?

If I have an idea that works as a song, I'll make a song.

If it works as a video, I'll make a video.

If it works as an image, I'll make an image.

If it works as physical artwork, I'll make that.

If somebody else's artwork communicates something I want to showcase, I'll showcase it.

If a costume communicates the idea better than words do, I'll put on the costume.

If animation makes the idea stronger, I'll animate it.

If AI helps me accomplish something I couldn't otherwise accomplish—or lets me accomplish it faster—I'll use AI.

I'm not interested in technological purity.

I'm interested in communication and creation.

There Isn't One Way I Make Music

This is where I think a lot of conversations about AI immediately go wrong.

People talk about "AI music" as though there's one standardized process.

There isn't.

I've been making music for years.

I've been in a successful band.

I can perform.

I can rap live.

I've made music without AI.

And I still make music without AI.

AI is simply another set of tools I've added to a much larger creative toolbox.

Sometimes I might use an AI-generated beat and put my own real vocals over it.

Sometimes I might perform the vocals myself and use an AI voice filter as an artistic effect.

Sometimes AI might be involved in the music while the performance itself is completely human.

Sometimes I might use AI for production but write and perform everything else myself.

Sometimes AI is involved in several elements.

Sometimes it's barely involved at all.

Sometimes it isn't involved whatsoever.

So when someone says:

"You're just letting AI make your music."

My response is pretty simple:

Which song?

Which part?

The beat?

My vocals?

The voice effect?

The lyrics?

The concept?

The production?

The video?

The artwork?

What exactly are you talking about?

Because you're imagining one workflow that doesn't actually describe what I do.

I make music in a lot of different ways.

AI is one set of tools I sometimes use within that larger creative process.

The Same Thing Applies to My Videos

And then there's video.

I'm not simply making songs and attaching a generic video to them afterward.

The visual production is its own creative process.

And just like music, I'm interested in using every possible way of making the thing.

AI animation.

Real photographs.

Real video.

Digital imagery.

Physical imagery.

Stickers.

Effects.

Costumes.

Props.

Settings.

Locations.

Practical elements.

Digital manipulation.

Found imagery.

Whatever works.

Sometimes I'll create an entirely artificial image.

Sometimes I'll film something in the real world.

Sometimes I'll take a real photograph and build something around it.

Sometimes I'll make physical artwork and photograph or film it.

Sometimes I'll create digital artwork.

Sometimes I'll take physical artwork and use AI to animate it.

Sometimes Dawn makes physical artwork and I incorporate that into what I'm doing.

Sometimes I'll showcase another artist's work.

Sometimes I'll visit or showcase art in a museum.

Sometimes the strongest visual is simply something I happen to encounter in the real world.

And sometimes I'll combine several of those methods in one project.

That's not a contradiction.

That's the medium.

The Best Results Are Often Hybrids

Think about modern filmmaking.

Computer-generated imagery didn't eliminate practical effects.

Practical effects didn't eliminate sets.

Digital effects didn't eliminate actors.

Photography didn't eliminate painting.

And computer animation didn't eliminate live-action filmmaking.

In fact, some of the most effective visual work comes from combining different techniques.

You can have a real actor standing in a real environment while interacting with a digitally created world.

You can have a physical prop enhanced with computer effects.

You can have real footage combined with animation.

You can have photographs turned into moving imagery.

The best solution isn't necessarily:

"Use only the human method."

It may be:

"Use the right combination of methods for this particular idea."

That's what I'm doing.

The Image Can Say Something the Song Doesn't

There's another reason I care so much about the visual side.

The video doesn't have to simply illustrate the lyrics.

Sometimes it reinforces the song.

Sometimes it expands upon it.

Sometimes it provides another interpretation.

Sometimes it deliberately creates irony.

Sometimes it communicates a completely different but related idea.

You can say a thousand words with an image.

Sometimes more.

A single image can establish a mood, tell a story, suggest a political idea, create symbolism, or make someone question what they're seeing.

I might put something like a They Live flyer into a video.

Maybe the song doesn't literally say the same thing.

That's okay.

The image creates another layer of communication.

The audience makes the connection.

That's part of the artwork.

Visual Language Is Different From Verbal Language

An image isn't simply a paragraph without words.

Visual language works differently.

A costume can communicate satire.

A setting can communicate danger.

A photograph can communicate nostalgia.

A surreal image can communicate an emotional state.

A juxtaposition can create an argument without anybody speaking.

A symbol can make someone think about an idea without spelling out the conclusion.

And sometimes an image can communicate something in a way that a literal statement simply can't.

That's one of the reasons I'm interested in visual storytelling.

I'm not just making a music video.

I'm building another layer of the message.

Physical Art Counts Too

And this is another reason I don't want to be reduced to "AI artist."

I make physical art.

I work with physical objects.

I showcase artwork other people create.

Dawn makes artwork that I can incorporate into the larger creative world.

I make digital artwork too.

And sometimes I'll take something that physically exists and use AI or other digital tools to animate or transform it.

So now we've got:

physical → digital → animated → combined with video → combined with music.

Where exactly are you going to draw the line and tell me which part is the "real art"?

That's the wrong question.

The better question is:

What did the artist create, and what was the artist trying to communicate?

Technology Has Always Disrupted Art

And this isn't even a uniquely modern argument.

We've been having versions of this argument for centuries.

Whenever a new technology changes who can create, who can distribute art, or what art can sound or look like, somebody eventually says:

"This is going to ruin everything."

Sometimes that person has a point.

Sometimes they're completely wrong.

Usually it's more complicated than either side wants to admit.

But the pattern is worth recognizing.

There were people who were suspicious of ordinary people having widespread access to writing.

Then came the printing press.

Suddenly information could be reproduced and distributed on a scale that was previously impossible.

Then came newspapers and mass publishing.

Then radio.

Then recorded music.

Then television.

Then home video.

Then the internet.

Then digital recording.

Then digital photography.

And now we're dealing with generative AI.

Every one of these technologies changed the creative landscape.

And every time, there were people who looked at the new technology and said, in one form or another:

"That's not real art."

"Video Killed the Radio Star"

There's a reason a phrase like "Video Killed the Radio Star" became culturally memorable.

It captured a real fear about technological change.

Radio didn't literally disappear.

The radio star didn't literally die.

Instead, the culture changed.

Television created a new requirement: artists could suddenly become visual personalities in addition to being voices.

That changed what a successful performer looked like.

And then television itself was eventually challenged by cable, home video, the internet, streaming and social media.

The old medium doesn't necessarily disappear.

The ecosystem changes around it.

That's an important distinction.

The Printing Press Didn't Destroy Human Culture

The printing press is another good example.

Imagine living in a world where books are expensive, labor-intensive objects that have to be copied by hand.

Then suddenly you have technology capable of reproducing text on an enormous scale.

You could reasonably be concerned about misinformation.

You could be concerned about low-quality writing.

You could be concerned about people flooding society with garbage.

You could be concerned about political propaganda spreading faster.

Those concerns wouldn't necessarily be stupid.

But the answer wasn't:

"Therefore, nobody should print books."

The technology created enormous new possibilities while also creating new problems.

That's often what technological progress actually looks like.

Newspapers and the Internet

The same thing happened when the internet disrupted newspapers.

People worried about what would happen to journalism.

Some of those concerns were absolutely justified.

The internet created incredible opportunities for independent publishing, but it also created misinformation, clickbait, declining traditional revenue models and all sorts of other problems.

So I'm not going to make the simplistic argument that every technological disruption is automatically good.

Sometimes we should be wary.

Sometimes older ways of doing things really do contain wisdom that we shouldn't throw away.

But that's different from saying:

"New technology exists, therefore everything created with it is artistically worthless."

Those are two completely different arguments.

The Guitar Didn't Stay the Guitar

Music has gone through this process constantly.

The acoustic guitar existed.

Then amplification changed what the guitar could do.

Then the electric guitar arrived.

And there were plenty of people who thought it was loud, obnoxious noise.

Then people figured out what could be done with it.

Entire genres developed around that sound.

The instrument didn't become objectively "better" than the acoustic guitar.

It became different.

And different artists wanted different things from it.

That's the key.

Three Chords vs. Stevie Ray Vaughan

I remember the kind of argument people made about bands like Nirvana and other grunge artists.

You'd hear the criticism:

"They only know three chords."

That's obviously an oversimplification, but the criticism illustrates something interesting.

Someone could look at Stevie Ray Vaughan and admire his technical ability, musicianship and complexity.

And that's perfectly legitimate.

But that doesn't mean the aesthetic of Stevie Ray Vaughan is automatically superior to the aesthetic of a stripped-down grunge song.

Sometimes three or four chords are exactly what the song needs.

Sometimes technical complexity is the point.

Sometimes simplicity is the point.

Sometimes virtuosity communicates.

Sometimes restraint communicates.

The question isn't:

"Which musician worked harder to master technical complexity?"

The question is:

"What is this artist trying to communicate, and does the chosen method communicate it?"

That's an important distinction for AI too.

A technologically complicated production isn't automatically better than a simple one.

And a technically simple production isn't automatically worse.

Complexity isn't the same thing as quality.

People Fear Change for Good Reasons Sometimes

This is where I don't want to turn the argument into some simplistic:

"Old people fear technology and young people understand progress."

That's bullshit.

People sometimes fear technological change for legitimate reasons.

Some technologies genuinely cause harm.

Some things that were once celebrated as progress turned out to have consequences we didn't understand.

Sometimes the people saying "slow down" were right.

Sometimes the people saying "this is going to cause problems" were right.

We should be willing to listen to them.

But there's another lesson from history:

Being concerned about a technology isn't the same as proving that everything created with that technology is worthless.

And that's where I think the AI conversation often goes off the rails.

Technology Changes the Definition of Possible

Every major creative technology expands the range of things an artist can do.

The microphone changed singing.

Recording technology changed songwriting.

Multitrack recording changed arrangement.

The electric guitar changed rock.

Synthesizers changed electronic music and eventually countless other genres.

Sampling changed hip-hop.

Digital audio workstations changed music production.

Digital cameras changed photography.

Computer graphics changed filmmaking.

The internet changed distribution.

Smartphones turned almost everybody into a potential photographer and filmmaker.

AI is doing something similar.

It's changing the distance between:

"I have an idea."

and

"I made the thing."

That's enormous.

So Let's Actually Test the Music

Suppose someone tells me that AI music is obviously inferior to human music.

Okay.

Let's test it.

I'd propose ten songs with broadly comparable themes.

Peace.

Humanity.

Love.

Freedom.

Overcoming hatred.

Making the world a better place.

Five would involve AI assistance.

Five would be entirely human-made.

The listener wouldn't know which was which.

But here's the important part:

I wouldn't initially ask them to identify the AI songs.

I'd ask them to judge the music.

Which songs communicate their message most effectively?

Which are best written?

Which are most emotionally powerful?

Which are most memorable?

Which would they actually listen to again?

Which make them think?

Which make them feel something?

Then, after they've made their judgments, we reveal how the songs were created.

Only then would we test their ability to identify AI involvement.

Because those are two completely different questions.

Can you identify AI?

And:

Does AI involvement make a piece of music worse?

Being good at the first doesn't automatically prove the second.

What If They're Really Good at Spotting AI?

Maybe they are.

That's entirely possible.

Maybe they've listened to enough AI music to recognize certain production characteristics that most people don't notice.

Great.

Let's test that too.

We could compare their results with other listeners.

Musicians.

Non-musicians.

People who listen to enormous amounts of music.

People who don't.

Maybe they absolutely crush the test.

Maybe everybody does.

Maybe nobody does.

Maybe some people are extremely good at it and others are terrible.

Whatever happens, that's useful information.

I'm not afraid of an experiment simply because it might produce a result I don't expect.

That's what makes it an experiment.

And if somebody really is exceptionally good at recognizing AI music, I'd rather find that out than pretend otherwise.

But identifying the technology is still not the same thing as proving that the art is inferior.

Then Let's Remove the Blindfold

Now let's make it personal.

Take one of my songs.

Let's use something like Naptown.

I'll perform the song for you myself.

Live.

No AI.

Just me.

Then I'll play you the AI-assisted version I created.

Now tell me which vocal performance you prefer.

Maybe you'll prefer mine.

I'd actually expect that in some cases. I'm a performer. I'd hope my live performance has strengths that an AI-generated performance doesn't.

Maybe you'll prefer the AI version.

That's possible too.

And here's the funny part:

Either result is interesting.

If you tell me my live performance is better, I'm not going to throw a fit.

I'll probably say:

"Yeah. I'm a performer. I'd fucking hope so."

But then we have to ask what we've actually demonstrated.

The Part People Leave Out: Reality

Maybe when I made that song, I didn't have a studio available to me.

Maybe I was going through some difficult shit in my life.

Maybe I didn't have the money for studio time.

Maybe I didn't have musicians available.

Maybe I didn't have the time to sit there and record thirty takes of the same line.

Maybe AI allowed me to turn an idea into a finished song that otherwise would have remained an idea.

That's not a hypothetical benefit.

That's how technology works.

People sometimes look at the final product and completely ignore the circumstances that made the product possible.

If my human vocal performance is slightly better but the AI-assisted version allowed me to actually finish the song under circumstances where the alternative was not making the song at all, then what exactly have I lost?

And what have I gained?

I gained a finished song.

I saved time.

I saved money.

I didn't need a studio.

I didn't need to coordinate multiple people.

I didn't need to spend hours and money getting another take every time I flubbed a line.

And I could move on to the next idea.

That matters.

What If They Prefer the AI Version?

Now let's turn the tables.

Suppose they listen to both versions and say:

"Honestly, I like the AI version better."

I'm not going to pretend I lost.

I'm going to say:

"Well, shit. Great."

Because I wanted the song to communicate.

If I had something I genuinely wanted to say, and the technology helped me say it in a way that somebody found more enjoyable, understandable or emotionally effective, then the technology accomplished something useful.

I don't need the human version to win every comparison.

The song winning is enough.

And What If They Say the Human Version Is Better?

That's useful too.

Maybe the human version has something the AI version doesn't.

Maybe I have a vocal characteristic that can't be replicated.

Maybe the human performance has a particular imperfection that makes it more compelling.

Fine.

Then I've learned something about the strengths of human performance.

That doesn't prove AI has no value.

It proves that humans and AI can have different strengths.

That's called having different tools.

The Mother's Day Problem

There's another experiment that I don't think an AI critic can solve with a simple production argument.

Suppose I make a tribute song for my mother.

She's getting older.

I have things I want to say to her.

I use AI to help turn those thoughts into a song quickly.

She hears it.

And she cries.

Now somebody tells me:

"Yeah, but it was made with AI."

Okay.

So?

Does that make her tears less real?

Did the emotional response somehow disappear because I used a machine to help construct the song?

Did the love I was trying to express become less genuine?

Did the words suddenly stop meaning what they meant?

No.

The technology doesn't get to rewrite the emotional experience that happened afterward.

My mother didn't cry because she performed a philosophical analysis of my production process.

She cried because I made something for her that meant something to her.

That's important.

Efficiency Doesn't Equal Emptiness

There is a strange assumption that if something becomes easier to produce, it must become less meaningful.

But that's not how technology has historically worked.

A camera didn't make photography meaningless.

Digital editing didn't make filmmaking meaningless.

The synthesizer didn't make music meaningless.

The electric guitar didn't make songwriting meaningless.

Recording technology didn't make live performance meaningless.

Technology repeatedly changes the distance between an idea and its final form.

And that's exactly what AI does for me.

I have more ideas than I could possibly execute using traditional methods alone.

AI reduces the distance between:

"I have an idea."

and

"I made the thing."

That's not necessarily a reduction in creativity.

Sometimes it's an expansion of creativity.

The Real-World Economics Matter Too

Artists don't create in a vacuum.

People have limited money.

Limited time.

Limited access to musicians.

Limited access to studios.

Limited physical energy.

Limited opportunities.

Sometimes you're dealing with family obligations.

Sometimes you're dealing with work.

Sometimes life is simply kicking your ass.

A person might have ten songs in their head and only enough money to record one.

What happens to the other nine?

AI can sometimes change that equation.

Maybe it doesn't produce the same result as a professional studio.

Maybe it does.

But if it allows someone to create something that otherwise wouldn't exist, that's not automatically a negative.

The alternative isn't always "human-made masterpiece."

Sometimes the alternative is:

nothing.

And I'd rather have another imperfect song in the world that genuinely communicates something than have a great idea remain trapped in somebody's head because they couldn't afford the conventional production process.

I'm Not Claiming AI Does Everything

I don't need to claim that AI is superior to humans.

I don't need to claim that AI can replace musicians.

I don't even need to claim that every AI-generated song is good.

Some are garbage.

So are some human-made songs.

Human beings have been making terrible music for a very long time.

The existence of bad AI music doesn't prove that AI music is inherently bad any more than the existence of bad human music proves that humans shouldn't make music.

What matters is what happens when a particular person uses a particular tool to create a particular piece of work.

And Sometimes I Don't Use AI At All

This is worth emphasizing because it destroys the idea that I'm somehow dependent on AI to make music or art.

Sometimes I use it.

Sometimes I don't.

Sometimes I use it heavily.

Sometimes I use it for one small component.

Sometimes I might use AI for a beat but have real vocals.

Sometimes I might have real vocals and use an AI voice filter as an artistic effect.

Sometimes the music is human and the imagery is AI.

Sometimes the music is AI-assisted and the video is AI-assisted too.

Sometimes I'm mixing all of these things.

Sometimes I'm using physical art.

Sometimes I'm using digital art.

Sometimes I'm filming reality exactly as it exists.

Sometimes I'm taking something physical and transforming it digitally.

Sometimes I'm working entirely without AI.

The point is that I choose the tool based on the project.

I'm not pledging allegiance to a machine.

I'm making art.

The Human Is Still Here

This is the part that gets lost in a lot of these arguments.

When I use AI to make music, I'm still here.

I'm deciding what I want to say.

I'm choosing the subject.

I'm writing and shaping ideas.

I'm directing the process.

I'm deciding what works and what doesn't.

I'm rejecting things.

I'm rewriting things.

I'm making artistic choices.

Sometimes I'm performing.

Sometimes I'm using real vocals.

Sometimes I'm combining human performance with AI.

Sometimes I'm using AI for parts of the production.

Sometimes I'm using it because I simply don't have the resources to do something another way.

The fact that a machine participates doesn't mean the human disappeared.

So What Exactly Makes It "Fake"?

At some point I'd stop talking about individual songs and ask the fundamental question:

What exactly makes an AI-assisted song illegitimate?

Is it the sound?

Then let's listen.

Is it the songwriting?

Then let's compare the songwriting.

Is it the emotional impact?

Then let's see what listeners actually experience.

Is it the amount of human labor?

Okay. Let's discuss what the human actually contributed.

Is it the fact that a machine was involved at all?

Now we're no longer talking about whether the music is good.

We're talking about a philosophical objection to the tool.

That's a legitimate position for somebody to have.

But it's important to call it what it is.

The Tool Doesn't Have to Win

This might be the most important part of the whole argument.

I'm not trying to rig these experiments so that AI wins.

Every single comparison is a crapshoot.

Maybe the human song wins.

Maybe the AI song wins.

Maybe the results split right down the middle.

Maybe the person I'm debating identifies every AI song correctly.

Maybe they completely screw it up.

Maybe they identify AI correctly but still prefer several AI-assisted songs.

Maybe they can't identify them at all.

Maybe my live performance beats the AI version.

Maybe the AI version beats my live performance.

I'm willing to live with any of those outcomes.

Because I'm not trying to prove that humans are obsolete.

I'm trying to challenge the idea that the presence of AI automatically determines the value of the finished work.

The Same Principle Applies to the Visuals

If somebody tells me:

"That image doesn't count because AI made it."

My answer is basically the same.

Okay.

Let's look at the image.

Does it communicate?

Does it create the intended mood?

Does it tell a story?

Does it make you curious?

Does it reinforce the music?

Does it create a useful contrast?

Does it make you feel something?

And if the answer is yes, then the fact that AI participated tells me something about how it was made.

It doesn't automatically tell me whether it worked.

Likewise, if I take a real photograph, add stickers and effects, animate part of it with AI, put it over my music, and then combine it with footage I shot myself while wearing a costume in a real location, what exactly is the "real" part?

All of it.

Because all of those are materials I intentionally assembled into a finished piece.

The Question I'd Eventually Ask

At some point I'd ask:

"What exactly are we trying to measure?"

If we're measuring whether somebody can recognize AI, let's measure that.

If we're measuring vocal performance, let's compare vocal performances.

If we're measuring songwriting, let's judge songwriting.

If we're measuring emotional impact, let's see what actually moves people.

If we're measuring efficiency, let's discuss how much time and money different production methods require.

If we're measuring artistic authenticity, then we'd better define what we mean by authenticity.

But let's stop treating all of those questions as though they're the same question.

They're not.

My Position Isn't "AI Is Better"

My position is much simpler.

AI is another tool.

Sometimes it's the right tool.

Sometimes it isn't.

Sometimes human performance is better.

Sometimes AI-assisted production is better.

Sometimes the combination is better than either one alone.

And sometimes I don't use AI at all.

The fact that I can make music and art in different ways is not a weakness in my argument.

It's the argument.

I've already made music without AI.

Now I have additional tools.

Why would I voluntarily pretend those tools don't exist?

I'm a Multidisciplinary Artist

That phrase might sound fancy.

Maybe it is.

But I think it's accurate.

I'm not limited to one artistic medium.

I don't want to be.

I've never liked being pigeonholed.

I'm interested in whatever medium best communicates the idea.

Sometimes that's a song.

Sometimes that's a photograph.

Sometimes it's a painting or physical object.

Sometimes it's a digital image.

Sometimes it's a video.

Sometimes it's animation.

Sometimes it's a costume.

Sometimes it's a combination of all of them.

Sometimes it's somebody else's artwork that I think deserves to be seen.

Sometimes it's Dawn's artwork.

Sometimes it's something I encountered in the real world.

Sometimes it's AI-assisted.

Sometimes it isn't.

That's not inconsistency.

That's creative freedom.

Everything Is Material

There's another philosophy behind all of this.

I tend to see almost everything as material.

An argument can become an article.

A strange experience can become a song.

A photograph can become a visual.

A physical object can become artwork.

A piece of artwork can become animation.

A conversation can become an idea.

A walk can become a video.

A costume can become a character.

A location can become a setting.

A random image can become symbolism.

Even an annoying argument with somebody on the internet can become useful.

That doesn't mean I'm exploiting every moment of my life for clicks.

Quite the opposite.

Sometimes the desire to create content actually gets me out there living more life.

Maybe I want to film something, so I take the dogs for a walk when I otherwise might have stayed home.

Maybe I'm outside and the sun hits the snow just right.

Maybe Harley's shadow falls across a church.

Maybe I capture that.

Now I've had a novel experience.

I've spent time with my dog.

I've gotten outside.

I've created something.

I've broken up the routine.

And I've given myself another memory.

The content becomes a reason to participate in life rather than a substitute for living it.

And sometimes those novel experiences are valuable precisely because they make time feel more substantial in retrospect.

So even the act of creating can feed back into the life that I'm creating from.

That's the loop.

Life produces art.

Art encourages me to experience more life.

Those experiences produce more art.

And around and around it goes.

The Entire Toolbox

That's ultimately why I reject the idea that I need to choose between:

human creativity

and

technology.

Why?

Why can't I have both?

Why can't I use my own voice and an AI beat?

Why can't I make physical artwork and then animate it digitally?

Why can't I photograph something real and add artificial elements?

Why can't I use a costume, a real location, practical props and computer-generated imagery in the same video?

Why can't I showcase another artist's work alongside my own?

Why can't Dawn make something and I incorporate it into a project?

Why can't a museum inspire a video?

Why can't a fictional image communicate a real idea?

Why can't a machine help me turn an idea into something I can actually show people?

Why would I deliberately limit the toolbox?

So What Am I Actually Asking?

I'm not asking anybody to worship AI.

I'm not asking anybody to abandon traditional art.

I'm not asking anybody to pretend that AI-generated material is automatically brilliant.

I'm asking for something much simpler:

Judge the work.

Judge the song.

Judge the performance.

Judge the image.

Judge the video.

Judge the message.

Judge the emotional impact.

Judge the craftsmanship.

Judge the choices.

And then, if you want, ask how it was made.

But don't reverse that order and decide whether something has artistic value before you've even looked at it.

Because ultimately, I don't think the most important question is:

"Was AI involved?"

I think it's:

"What did you do with it?"

And if somebody still wants to debate me after reading all of this?

Fair enough.

Bring your arguments.

I'll bring mine.

But remember:

I value my time.

So if you want to debate me, you're gonna have to pay me.

Have a nice day.

Is Bigfoot the Missing Link?


The mainstream scientific establishment is overall very much against creationist theory. Why then are they so opposed to studying Bigfoot?  🫈 Seems odd.  I'm not making a statement. I'm simply posing a question. If someone wants to give me an answer please do email with it at: jmtalboo@gmail.com 

But do not say it's because there is no scientific evidence for the existence of Sasquatch, because that is simply is not true!


Evidence isn't absolute proof of course, but otherwise what a load of absolute rubbish! There are plenty of highly-credible scientists in the most relevant of disciplines who correctly think otherwise and therefore this statement is BUNK! 

1. Dr. Jeff Meldrum — Anatomy, Anthropology & Locomotion

Jeff Meldrum is an anthropologist and anatomist at Idaho State University whose specialties include foot morphology, locomotion and the evolution of bipedalism in humans and other primates.

His examination of alleged Sasquatch footprints is particularly relevant because the evidence falls directly within his areas of expertise.

Meldrum has repeatedly emphasized that his argument is not that the evidence constitutes absolute proof, but that it warrants investigation. His book Sasquatch: Legend Meets Science examines footprints, dermal ridges, photographs, hair, DNA and other evidence.

2. Dr. Jane Goodall — Primatology

Jane Goodall hardly needs an introduction.

The legendary primatologist has publicly expressed an open mind toward the possibility of Sasquatch while acknowledging that existing evidence has not satisfied most scientists.

That's an important distinction.

She isn't saying, “Bigfoot has been proven.”

She's saying the question shouldn't simply be dismissed.

3. Dr. Grover Krantz — Anthropology & Human Evolution

Anthropologist Grover Krantz studied alleged Sasquatch footprints and handprints from an anatomical and evolutionary perspective.

His work included analysis of alleged dermal ridge patterns and the unusual anatomical characteristics claimed in some footprint casts.

Again, agreement with Krantz isn't required.

The relevant fact is that an academically trained anthropologist considered the physical evidence worthy of detailed analysis.

4. Dr. John Bindernagel — Zoology

Canadian zoologist John Bindernagel devoted substantial attention to the possibility of a large, undiscovered North American primate.

His work examined the ecological question of whether such an animal could theoretically exist in North America and whether the reports deserved scientific investigation.

His work is another example of someone with relevant scientific training treating Sasquatch as a zoological question rather than merely a campfire story.

5. Jimmy Chilcutt — Fingerprint & Primate Dermatoglyphics

Jimmy Chilcutt is particularly interesting because his expertise is directly relevant to one of the strangest categories of alleged Sasquatch evidence: dermal ridges.

Chilcutt worked in law enforcement as a fingerprint examiner and has examined alleged Sasquatch track casts for fingerprint-like ridge patterns.

His conclusions regarding some casts were controversial, but they were based on an area of forensic examination in which he had professional experience. Sasquatch: Legend Meets Science specifically discusses his examination of dermal ridge evidence.

6. Dr. Henner Fahrenbach — Hair & Physical Evidence

Dr. Henner Fahrenbach investigated alleged Sasquatch hair and other physical evidence and also conducted statistical work concerning reported Sasquatch characteristics.

Hair attributed to Sasquatch has been subjected to multiple forms of analysis, including DNA testing. Some samples have ultimately been identified as human, which is important evidence against simply assuming every unusual hair represents an unknown animal.

But the existence of the investigations themselves demonstrates that physical samples have been collected and subjected to scientific examination.

7. Dr. Daris Swindler — Primatology & Anatomy

Daris Swindler was a prominent primate anatomist associated with Washington State University.

He examined the controversial Skookum cast, along with other researchers including Meldrum and primatologist Esteban Sarmiento.

Whatever conclusion one reaches about the cast, the fact remains that trained primate specialists were brought in to examine it anatomically.

8. Dr. Esteban Sarmiento — Primatology & Human Evolution

Esteban Sarmiento, a primatologist and researcher associated with the American Museum of Natural History, was another specialist involved in examination of Sasquatch-related physical evidence.

His participation is particularly relevant because primate anatomy and evolution are directly related to evaluating claims of an unknown large primate.

That doesn't make every interpretation of the evidence correct.

It does make the subject difficult to accurately characterize as something that qualified scientists have simply never investigated.

9. Dr. George Schaller — Wildlife Biology

George Schaller is one of the world's most respected wildlife biologists and conservation scientists.

Schaller has expressed skepticism about whether the existing evidence establishes Sasquatch, but he has also recognized the value of critically examining the evidence.

In his comments about Meldrum's work, Schaller described Meldrum as bringing scientific rigor to the question and praised his footprint analysis.

That's an important example because scientific engagement doesn't require accepting the final hypothesis.

10. Dr. Robert Benson — Bioacoustics

Robert Benson examined alleged Sasquatch vocalizations using computerized acoustic analysis.

His area of expertise is particularly relevant to reports involving unexplained sounds and vocalizations.

Again, the existence of an acoustic analysis does not automatically establish that the sounds came from Bigfoot.

But it demonstrates that alleged Sasquatch evidence has been subjected to specialized scientific analysis rather than simply accepted or rejected based on someone's personal opinion.

11. Dr. Craig Newton — DNA Analysis

Craig Newton was involved in DNA testing of biological samples associated with the Skookum site.

The results and limitations of such testing are part of the larger debate over alleged Sasquatch biological evidence.

And this is precisely why DNA evidence needs to be discussed carefully.

Some alleged Sasquatch samples have produced ordinary human or known-animal results. Others have generated questions about contamination, sample quality, identification and interpretation.

That's evidence to investigate—not automatically proof of an unknown primate.

12. Dr. Russell Ciochon — Paleontology & Human Evolution

Russell Ciochon is a paleoanthropologist whose work includes fossil primates and human evolution.

His involvement in Sasquatch: Legend Meets Science provided another perspective on the possible relationship between reports of giant unknown primates and extinct primates such as Gigantopithecus.

This does not mean Gigantopithecus has been demonstrated to be Bigfoot.

It means that questions about unknown or extinct primates can be examined through legitimate disciplines such as paleontology, anatomy and evolutionary biology.

So, the vast majority of relevant qualified scientists not looking for this possible missing link for evolutionary theory they vehemently defend are proving themselves to be quite dogmatic. Maybe pseudoscience is their religion? 

Undebunking Bigfoot

Debunking Pseudo-Skepticism Regarding the Topic of Sasquatch

One More Thought...

Some people have suggested that Bigfoot could actually be connected to the Nephilim mentioned in the Bible.

I'm not saying that's true.

But if you're looking for ways to put some of these creationist ideas to rest, perhaps it's time to get on the Bigfoot case ASAP.

After all, if Sasquatch turned out to be a real, previously unknown primate, that would be a pretty damn interesting development for evolutionary science.

So what are we waiting for?

Investigate the Bigfoot. 😂

And Since We're Talking About Bigfoot...

Here are two recent songs from my music featuring lyrics about Bigfoot, along with videos and pictures of me with Bigfoot.

Follow/subscribe on TikTok: @Crashout.Royalty

Bigfoot song #1 — TikTok

Bigfoot song #2 — TikTok



Sunday, October 4, 2026

Bigfoot Wearing Clothes: The Strange Case of the Tattered Sasquatch

10 Odd Facts About Penguins — And the Penguin Conspiracy Rabbit Hole

Because penguins are much stranger than they look

Penguins look like somebody dressed a bird in a tuxedo and told it to waddle around Antarctica.

But underneath that adorable exterior is one of the weirdest groups of animals on Earth.

They can drink saltwater.

They can get rid of salt through specialized glands.

They can make themselves faster underwater by releasing bubbles.

Some lose essentially all their feathers at once.

Some fathers stand on an egg for roughly two months without eating.

Scientists can locate entire colonies from space by looking for penguin poop.

And one species can survive Antarctic winter temperatures that would be deadly to a human.

So let's take a look at ten odd facts about penguins.


1. Penguins Can Drink Saltwater

Penguins spend much of their lives surrounded by ocean water.

That's a problem if you're a terrestrial animal because drinking seawater gives you more salt than your body can normally handle.

Penguins have a special salt-excreting gland above their eyes called the supraorbital gland.

It removes excess salt from their bloodstream, allowing them to deal with the salt they ingest while feeding in the ocean.

They can then expel that concentrated salt through their nasal passages.

Evolution basically gave penguins a built-in desalination system.


2. Penguins Have No Teeth

You might expect an animal that eats fish, squid, krill and other slippery creatures to have some serious teeth.

Nope.

Penguins are birds.

And birds don't have teeth.

Instead, penguins have specialized structures inside their mouths that help them grip and direct slippery prey toward the throat.

So if you ever look inside a penguin's mouth and think:

Holy shit, those look like teeth!

They're not.

They're basically nature's internal fish-conveyor system.


3. Penguins Can Shoot Through the Water Using Bubbles

This might be one of the coolest penguin tricks.

Some penguins release tiny air bubbles from their feathers before accelerating through the water.

Those bubbles reduce drag.

The result is an enormous increase in swimming efficiency and speed.

Penguins can also use a swimming technique called porpoising, repeatedly launching themselves out of the water.

The gentoo penguin is among the fastest penguins, reaching roughly 22 miles per hour underwater.

Imagine being chased by a predator and thinking:

**Fuck it.

Activate turbo mode.**

WHOOSH.

Penguin rocket.


4. Their Tuxedos Are Actually Camouflage

Penguins look like they're dressed for a formal dinner.

But the black-and-white coloration isn't fashion.

It's camouflage.

From above, a penguin's dark back can blend into the darker ocean.

From below, its white belly can blend with the bright surface of the water.

So the penguin isn't wearing a tuxedo.

It's wearing active stealth technology.

Nature's answer to camouflage:

Make him look like he's going to a wedding.


5. Penguins Have a “Catastrophic Molt”

This sounds like something that happened during a failed military experiment.

It isn't.

It's biology.

Most birds gradually replace feathers.

Penguins undergo what's called a catastrophic molt.

They lose and replace essentially all of their feathers during a relatively short period.

Because their feathers are critical for warmth and waterproofing, penguins can't simply continue living normally in the ocean while this happens.

So they prepare by eating heavily beforehand and building up energy reserves.

Basically:

**Winter is coming.

Better eat everything.**

Then:

Bald penguin mode.


6. Emperor Penguin Fathers Incubate Eggs on Their Feet

Here's one of the craziest things about emperor penguins.

The female lays a single egg.

Then she transfers it to the male.

He balances the egg on top of his feet and covers it with a warm fold of skin.

Then he stands there.

In Antarctica.

During winter.

For roughly two months.

The female returns to the ocean to feed while the males remain with the eggs.

They huddle together for warmth while enduring some of the most brutal conditions on Earth.

The males can go for weeks without eating while incubating the eggs.

Talk about a dad bod.

Actually, don't.

The penguin dad bod is elite.


7. Emperor Penguins Can Have Feather Surfaces Colder Than the Air

This sounds impossible.

It isn't.

Researchers studying emperor penguins with thermal imaging found that the outer surface of their plumage can become colder than the surrounding air under certain conditions.

That sounds like a terrible survival strategy.

But it actually helps reduce heat loss through radiation, while the penguins' insulation keeps their body heat inside.

It's one of those cases where nature seems to say:

**Let's make the outside of the animal colder than the environment.

Trust me.**

And somehow it works.


8. You Can Find Penguins From Space by Looking for Poop

This one is absolutely ridiculous.

Scientists studying Antarctica use satellite imagery to locate penguin colonies.

How?

Penguin poop.

Large colonies leave enormous stains on the otherwise white Antarctic landscape.

Those stains can be visible from satellites.

Scientists have used this technique to locate previously unknown colonies, including a 2023 discovery of an emperor penguin colony estimated at roughly 500 birds.

Even more bizarrely, researchers can sometimes learn things about penguin diets from the color and spectral characteristics of their guano.

NASA has documented scientists determining what penguins are eating from space.

So somewhere in the scientific world there is essentially a job description that amounts to:

Look at satellite pictures of Antarctica and find the giant shit stains.

And honestly?

That's pretty fucking awesome.


9. Penguins Don't All Live in Antarctica

This is one of the biggest misconceptions about penguins.

Penguin does not automatically mean Antarctica.

Different penguin species live in places including South America, southern Africa, Australia, New Zealand and the Galápagos.

Some even live in surprisingly warm environments.

The Galápagos penguin is particularly strange because it lives near the equator.

So the next time somebody says:

Penguins live at the South Pole.

You can say:

**Some do.

Some absolutely fucking don't.**


10. Penguins Can Take Over Human-Made Structures

Penguins aren't necessarily waiting around for untouched wilderness.

Sometimes they look at something humans built and apparently think:

**Yeah.

We'll take that.**

Humboldt penguins have established colonies on man-made marine structures, including breakwaters in Peru.

In one documented case, researchers watched a colony grow from only a couple of birds into hundreds.

Humans built the structure.

Penguins inspected it.

Penguins approved.

Penguins moved in.

Nature is adaptable as hell.


BONUS: THE PENGUIN CONSPIRACY

Okay.

Now things get stupid.

Or fascinating.

Or both.

Because once you start looking into penguins and Antarctica, you eventually encounter something called...

The Penguin Conspiracy.

This isn't a scientifically recognized conspiracy.

It's an Internet rabbit hole.

And one of the funniest examples is real enough to document.

The Flat Earth Society forum actually contains a thread titled:

“Are Penguins Bio-Engineered?”

The thread jokingly proposes that penguins were engineered during the Cold War for Antarctic purposes. The bizarre theory even describes them as a sort of walking lunchbox designed to survive the Antarctic environment.

Obviously, that isn't evidence that penguins were actually engineered.

It's evidence that somebody on the Internet was having a hell of a good time.

But it gets stranger.

Penguins are inevitably dragged into larger Antarctic conspiracy theories involving:

  • secret Antarctic bases
  • hidden civilizations
  • the Hollow Earth
  • alien installations
  • mysterious structures beneath the ice
  • the Antarctic “ice wall”
  • classified military activity
  • and, of course, Flat Earth

Now here's where we need to separate the bullshit from the genuinely interesting stuff.

Antarctica really does contain enormous areas that are extremely difficult for humans to access.

Penguin colonies really can be discovered through satellite imagery without scientists physically visiting them.

And penguin guano really can reveal information about the animals' populations, diets and surrounding ecosystem.

In fact, researchers have even used layers containing ancient penguin remains and guano to investigate thousands of years of Antarctic environmental history.

So the real science is already pretty damn weird.

We don't need to invent a secret penguin civilization.

But that doesn't stop the Internet.

So what do the penguins know?

Probably nothing.

They're penguins.

They're looking for fish.

They're trying not to get eaten.

They're raising chicks.

They're pooping everywhere.

And occasionally they're being photographed from satellites.

But that's exactly what makes the conspiracy funny.

Because the joke practically writes itself:

Who watches the penguins?

Who watches the watchers?

And why the fuck are their poop stains visible from space?

Okay.

That last one actually has an answer.

Because there are a LOT of penguins.

And that's the important distinction.

A weird fact isn't automatically a conspiracy.

A conspiracy theory isn't automatically true.

And an unexplained thing isn't automatically evidence of something extraordinary.

But sometimes the rabbit hole itself is worth exploring.

Facts speak for themselves.

And sometimes...

the facts are wearing a tuxedo.

10 of the Most Interesting Historical Bigfoot Reports

10 of the Most Interesting Historical Bigfoot Reports

Bigfoot is usually thought of as a modern mystery—something that emerged in the forests of the Pacific Northwest during the twentieth century. But stories of large, hairy, humanlike creatures in the wilderness go back much further.

Some of these reports are probably folklore. Some may involve bears or other animals. A few appear to have been outright hoaxes. And then there are cases that remain genuinely difficult to explain.

That doesn't mean any of them prove that Bigfoot exists. But taken together, they make for a fascinating piece of North American history.

Here are ten of the most interesting.

1. Bauman's "Wild Beast" — Montana, 1860s

One of the earliest famous American accounts comes not from a Bigfoot hunter, but from Theodore Roosevelt.

In The Wilderness Hunter, published in 1893, Roosevelt described a story told to him by an old mountain hunter named Bauman. Years earlier, Bauman and a trapping companion had camped in a remote region of what is now southwestern Montana.

They discovered strange tracks that appeared to have been made by something walking on two feet. That night, Bauman awoke to the smell of a powerful wild animal and saw a large figure at the entrance to their shelter. He fired at it, but the creature disappeared into the forest.

The next day, the men discovered that their camp had been disturbed. When they returned later, their shelter had been torn apart again.

The story is intriguing because Roosevelt himself was not necessarily convinced that Bauman had encountered anything supernatural. He suggested that fear and the circumstances might have caused Bauman to interpret an unusually dangerous animal as something more mysterious.

That ambiguity is exactly what makes the story interesting.

It is an early example of a recurring Bigfoot theme: strange tracks, a powerful odor, a large upright figure and an encounter in deep wilderness.

2. The Jacko Story — British Columbia, 1884

This one is fascinating for an entirely different reason.

In July 1884, a British Columbia newspaper reported that a strange creature had supposedly been captured near Yale. The creature, nicknamed "Jacko," was described as being about four and a half feet tall, covered in dark hair and possessing remarkable strength.

The story sounds remarkably like the sort of thing that would later be classified as a Sasquatch.

There's just one problem.

Other newspapers quickly investigated the claim and reported that no such creature had actually been captured. One contemporary newspaper called the story essentially absurd, while another reported that people had gone to the local jail expecting to see the creature and found nothing but the jailer.

So Jacko is almost certainly not evidence of a captured Bigfoot.

But historically, it's fascinating because it demonstrates that stories about mysterious hairy humanlike creatures were circulating in British Columbia long before the modern Bigfoot craze. It also demonstrates something else important: nineteenth-century newspapers could publish extraordinary stories that turned out to be questionable or false.

Jacko is therefore both a Bigfoot story and a lesson in how legends are created.

3. The Ape Canyon Attack — Mount St. Helens, 1924

This may be the greatest old-fashioned Bigfoot story of them all.

In July 1924, several prospectors working near Mount St. Helens in Washington said they encountered large, hairy, humanlike creatures. According to their account, the creatures later attacked their cabin during the night, throwing rocks and attempting to get inside.

The men claimed they had previously seen enormous footprints and had even fired at one of the creatures.

The story became a sensation, and the location eventually became known as Ape Canyon.

There is, however, a major problem for the believers: Forest Service rangers investigated the site and reportedly found no body or other conclusive evidence. They also demonstrated that some of the footprints could have been fabricated.

So was it a genuine encounter, an exaggerated encounter, or an elaborate prank?

We don't know.

What makes Ape Canyon historically important is that it became one of the foundational modern American "wild man" stories decades before the word Bigfoot became famous.

4. The Albert Ostman Abduction — British Columbia, 1924

The same year as Ape Canyon produced another extraordinary report.

Canadian prospector Albert Ostman later claimed that, while camping near Toba Inlet in British Columbia, he was picked up—sleeping bag and all—and carried away by a Sasquatch.

According to Ostman, he was held for approximately six days by what he described as a family group: a large male, a female and two younger creatures.

Eventually, he escaped.

The remarkable thing about the story is its detail. Ostman described the creatures' appearance, behavior and interactions with one another.

But there's a huge caveat: he didn't publicly tell the story until 1957, more than three decades after the alleged event. Researchers have therefore wondered whether later Bigfoot stories may have influenced his recollection.

That doesn't prove Ostman invented it. But it makes the story considerably harder to evaluate.

Either way, it remains one of the strangest Bigfoot narratives ever reported.

5. The Ruby Creek Encounter — British Columbia, 1941

In September 1941, Jeannie Chapman and her children were living near Ruby Creek, British Columbia, when they reportedly encountered a huge hairy creature in broad daylight.

At first, Chapman thought she was looking at a bear.

Then it stood upright.

She described it as approximately seven and a half feet tall, enormously broad through the chest, with long arms, a relatively small head and hair covering its body.

The family fled.

Afterward, large humanlike footprints were reportedly discovered around the property, and the creature was said to have returned repeatedly over the following days.

This case is particularly interesting because it wasn't simply a story about something seen fleetingly in the woods. There was a family of witnesses, a relatively close-range observation and reports of tracks around the home.

On the other hand, the physical evidence was never preserved in a way that could settle the question scientifically.

Ruby Creek therefore sits in that interesting middle ground: much more substantial than a campfire story, but nowhere near enough to establish the existence of an unknown primate.

6. The William Roe Encounter — British Columbia, 1955

If you're looking for a classic eyewitness report, William Roe's encounter is hard to beat.

In October 1955, Roe reportedly encountered a large, hairy, humanlike creature near Mica Mountain in British Columbia.

What makes the account unusual is the amount of detail.

Roe said the creature initially appeared to him to be a grizzly bear. When it stood up, however, he realized that it didn't look like a bear at all. He observed it for an extended period from relatively close range.

He described its anatomy, movements, eating behavior and reactions to him.

At one point, Roe reportedly had his rifle trained on the creature but decided not to shoot because he believed it might actually be some kind of human being.

Roe later provided a detailed sworn account.

Again, this isn't proof. An eyewitness can be mistaken, and memories can change.

But the Roe case is interesting because it isn't dependent on a three-second glimpse through trees. It is an unusually detailed observation of something the witness believed was neither human nor any known animal.

7. The Jerry Crew Footprints — California, 1958

This is the case that effectively gave Bigfoot his modern name.

In 1958, bulldozer operator Jerry Crew was working on a logging road near Bluff Creek in Northern California when enormous humanlike footprints began appearing around the construction site.

The prints were approximately 16 inches long.

Crew eventually made plaster casts of them and took one to the Humboldt Times in Eureka.

Newspaper reporter Andrew Genzoli wrote about the mystery, using the workers' nickname for the supposed creature: "Bigfoot."

The story went national.

There's an important twist, though. Decades later, the family of local logger Ray Wallace claimed that Wallace had been responsible for making the footprints with carved wooden feet.

That revelation casts a long shadow over the 1958 tracks.

Nevertheless, the historical significance is undeniable. Whatever actually made those footprints, this was the episode that helped transform scattered "wild man" stories into the modern American Bigfoot phenomenon.

8. The Laird Meadow Tracks — California, 1963

Three decades after Ape Canyon and several years after the first famous Bluff Creek tracks, another remarkable trackway appeared in Northern California.

In October 1963, large footprints were reportedly discovered at Laird Meadow in the Bluff Creek region. Some measured roughly 17 inches long.

Roger Patterson—who would later make the famous Patterson-Gimlin film—eventually obtained information about the tracks and made casts.

The Laird Meadow case is interesting because it forms part of a larger pattern of reported tracks in the region rather than standing completely alone.

Skeptics can reasonably ask whether people were becoming increasingly primed to interpret unusual tracks as Bigfoot tracks. Believers can point to the number of reported trackways over the years.

Neither side gets a knockout punch from the evidence.

But historically, Laird Meadow is an important chapter in the buildup to 1967.

9. The Patterson-Gimlin Film — California, 1967

And now we arrive at the granddaddy of them all.

On October 20, 1967, Roger Patterson and Bob Gimlin were riding along Bluff Creek in Northern California when they said they encountered a large, hairy, humanlike creature. Patterson filmed it.

The resulting footage lasts less than a minute.

The figure—often called "Patty"—walks away from the two men and occasionally looks back toward them. For decades, the film has been presented as the strongest visual evidence that Bigfoot might actually exist.

But there has been considerable controversy over the film, including detailed arguments that the footage depicts a person in a costume rather than an unknown primate. The subject deserves more serious examination than simply labeling the film either "proof" or an obvious hoax.

One particularly worthwhile resource is Bigfoot Times, which has done extensive coverage of the Patterson-Gimlin controversy, including arguments and evidence challenging the film's authenticity.

Bigfoot Times

For readers who want to dig much deeper into the subject, Daniel Perez is also the author of Bigfoot at Bluff Creek: A Pictorial Discussion, an excellent resource devoted to the Bluff Creek story and the Patterson-Gimlin film.

I also had the opportunity to interview Daniel Perez for my own site, and that interview is well worth reading for anyone interested in his research and perspective on the subject:

Interview with Bigfoot Times Newsletter Creator Daniel Perez

The Patterson-Gimlin film remains historically important regardless of what one ultimately thinks is walking across that California sandbar. It became the defining piece of visual evidence in the Bigfoot story—and, precisely because it is so famous, it has also become one of the most intensely scrutinized.

For anyone seriously interested in Bigfoot history, the film is worth studying from both sides of the controversy rather than simply accepting the traditional claim that it is either definitive proof or an obvious hoax.

10. The Strange Reports Before Bigfoot Had a Name

Perhaps the most interesting "report" isn't one particular encounter at all.

It's the enormous collection of older stories about wild, hairy, humanlike beings that existed before the modern word Bigfoot appeared.

Indigenous traditions throughout the Pacific Northwest contain accounts of wild or supernatural forest beings, although it is important not to casually assume that every traditional figure was simply a description of Bigfoot. These traditions have their own cultural meanings and histories.

European settlers and later frontiersmen also produced scattered accounts of "wild men," strange tracks and hairy creatures.

Then, in the nineteenth and early twentieth centuries, newspapers began publishing stories about mysterious creatures in British Columbia, Washington, Oregon and California.

By the time the 1950s arrived, there was already a substantial cultural tradition waiting for a name.

Then came Bluff Creek.

And the name Bigfoot stuck.

That may be the most important historical mystery of all: not whether one particular story can be proven, but why a remarkably persistent idea keeps appearing in different times and places.

So What Do These Stories Actually Tell Us?

Not that Bigfoot has been proven.

They don't.

Some of these cases have serious problems. Jacko appears to have been a hoax. The 1958 Bluff Creek footprints may have been a prank. Ape Canyon has substantial reasons for skepticism. And the Patterson-Gimlin film remains controversial.

But dismissing everything as "people seeing bears" doesn't quite capture the historical record either.

There are decades of reports from people who claimed to have encountered something large, hairy and humanlike—and some of the witnesses provided remarkably consistent descriptions.

The real mystery is therefore a little more interesting than "Is Bigfoot real?"

It's this:

Why has the Bigfoot phenomenon persisted for so long, across generations, cultures and regions—and what combination of folklore, misidentification, hoaxes, expectation and perhaps genuinely unexplained encounters created the legend we have today?

That is a much harder question.

And, in my opinion, a much more interesting one.

Tuesday, September 1, 2026

An Open Letter to Lil Durk’s Defense Team, the Courtroom, and the Public

An Open Letter to Lil Durk’s Defense Team, the Courtroom, and the Public

Dear Mr. Findling, the Defense Team, and Anyone Following the Lil Durk Case:

My name is JM Talboo, also known online as Bishop Neo Winston Smith at TikTok @Crashout.Royalty. I am an independent researcher and writer, and I recently published a long-form article examining the Durk Banks case, the evidence presented publicly surrounding the trial, the use of rap lyrics and other artistic material as evidence, and the broader media narrative that has developed around Mr. Banks, King Von, OTF, and the case.

I am writing this open letter because, after spending a considerable amount of time reviewing the available material, I believe I have assembled a collection of information and sources that may be worth the defense team's consideration—and worth the public's examination as well.

I want to be very clear about what I am—and am not—claiming.

I am not an attorney. I am not attempting to second-guess the defense strategy. I am not suggesting that my interpretations should be treated as established fact.

My purpose is simply to put potentially relevant information in front of people who are in a position to evaluate it properly.

Evidence vs. Interpretation

The central concern underlying my research is the distinction between evidence and interpretation.

There is a substantial amount of material surrounding this case that consists of music lyrics, social-media posts, internet commentary, Reddit discussions, documentary-style videos, and people attempting to connect events after the fact.

Some of those connections may ultimately prove meaningful. Others may not.

But I believe there is a serious danger when interpretation begins to substitute for independently verified evidence.

That concern became particularly important to me when examining the broader body of work produced by Trap Lore Ross and others who have attempted to reconstruct criminal histories and motives from rap lyrics, music videos, social-media material, rumors, and other publicly available information.

I have examined the controversy surrounding his treatment of King Von and Lil Durk, his methodology, his discussion of ongoing criminal cases, and the criticisms made by other journalists, researchers, artists, and commentators.

Some of those criticisms are substantive enough that I believe they deserve to be evaluated independently rather than dismissed as simply internet drama.

Rap Lyrics as Evidence

The larger question of rap lyrics as evidence is not merely an abstract First Amendment issue.

It raises fundamental evidentiary questions about context, artistic expression, authorship, fictionalization, genre conventions, temporal relationships, and whether a lyric actually provides independent evidence of an alleged act—or merely appears incriminating when removed from its artistic context.

A violent lyric can certainly be evidence of something.

But what it is evidence of is the crucial question.

Is it evidence of an actual event? A fictional narrative? A character? An exaggeration? A metaphor? A description of the environment surrounding the artist? A reflection of things the artist has witnessed? Or simply an artistic performance?

Those questions cannot necessarily be answered by looking at the words alone.

I understand that Mr. Findling and the defense team are already deeply familiar with these issues. In fact, I was particularly interested in Mr. Findling's public comments regarding the use of lyrics in criminal prosecutions.

His position that prosecutors and law enforcement can improperly interpret the commercial nature and conventions of rap music as evidence of a propensity toward violence is one of the reasons I thought this research might be worth bringing to his attention.

The Broader Case

My research also examines the broader circumstances surrounding the case, including OTF-related evidence, witnesses and cooperating individuals, music, public statements, and the larger “crates of guns” story that has become part of the surrounding discussion.

I am not presenting every allegation contained in those materials as established fact.

Rather, I have attempted to identify the claims, distinguish them from documented evidence, and leave the ultimate evaluation to the reader.

There is a documentary on the broader “crates of guns” story in the works, but anyone interested in investigating that subject right now can simply go to YouTube and search:

crates of guns

There is a rabbit hole there for anyone willing to do the research themselves.

Why This Matters to Me Personally

There is also a personal reason I became interested in the issue of rap lyrics as evidence.

I make a substantial amount of music myself, and some of that music is posted on my TikTok channel, @Crashout.Royalty.

I have created a number of songs in my own artistic voice that may provide an interesting firsthand example of how violent or incriminating-sounding language can function within rap as artistic expression rather than as a literal confession.

I have also created a substantial amount of music using Lil Durk's voice, in an attempt to speak for “The Voice,” who has now found himself voiceless.

That is not intended as a legal argument.

It is an artistic one.

And perhaps that is precisely why I think the distinction between artistic expression and literal evidence deserves such careful consideration.

The Public Should Examine the Sources

I am not asking anyone to simply believe me.

Quite the opposite.

I encourage people to examine the underlying sources themselves.

The article contains additional research materials, videos, articles, and other sources that allow readers to investigate the questions independently.

Mind Treasury: Beyond “Durk Is Cooked”: Lil Durk, King Von, Trap Lore Ross, Rap Lyrics, the Trial, and the Bigger Story Behind the Evidence

https://mindtreasury.blogspot.com/2026/09/beyond-durk-is-cooked-lil-durk-king-von.html

The article is not intended to declare Lil Durk innocent or guilty.

It is intended to ask what the available evidence actually demonstrates, what is interpretation, what is speculation, and where those categories may have become blurred.

That distinction matters regardless of what conclusion someone ultimately reaches.

A Message to the Defense

To Mr. Findling and the defense team:

I am not asking you to accept my conclusions.

If anything, I would prefer that the defense independently investigate the underlying sources and determine whether anything in them is useful, inaccurate, incomplete, or irrelevant.

My hope is simply that potentially useful information does not get overlooked because it originated outside conventional legal or journalistic channels.

If any portion of this research appears potentially relevant to the defense, I would be happy to identify the underlying sources and chronology behind particular sections.

The legal system has mechanisms for determining what evidence means.

The internet does not.

And in an era when millions of people can watch a documentary, read a Reddit thread, hear a rap lyric, and immediately construct an entire theory of a person's guilt, I believe it is more important than ever to ask a simple question:

What do we actually know—and how do we know it?

That is the question I am attempting to explore.

Respectfully,

JM Talboo
AKA Bishop Neo Winston Smith
TikTok: @Crashout.Royalty
Independent Researcher / Writer
Mind Treasury

Friday, August 21, 2026

A Spiritual Toolbox: The Synthesis Behind My Search for the Bigger Picture

A Spiritual Toolbox: The Synthesis Behind My Search for the Bigger Picture


I don't consider myself a member of one particular theological camp.

I don't approach spirituality as though I found the correct book, the correct denomination, the correct guru, or the correct doctrine and can now stop looking.

My approach is almost the opposite.

I think of theology, comparative religion, philosophy, science, meditation, altered states of consciousness, paranormal research, near-death experiences, mythology and even fiction as tools in a toolbox.

Some tools are better for certain jobs than others.

And sometimes two apparently contradictory traditions are actually describing different aspects of the same thing.

That doesn't mean every religious claim is true.

It means I don't think we should automatically throw away an idea simply because it came from a tradition we don't belong to.

The Problem With the Toolbox Mentality

There is an obvious danger here.

If you treat every tradition as a toolbox, you can become someone who simply picks whichever belief happens to support what you already want to believe.

That's confirmation bias.

I recognize that.

So my goal isn't:

“Find something somewhere that proves me right.”

It's:

“Find the ideas that continue to make sense when I compare them against other ideas, evidence, experience and reason.”

That's a much harder standard.

And it means being willing to discard things.

If an idea doesn't hold up, I don't want to protect it simply because I like it.

At the same time, I don't think an idea should automatically be discarded merely because it can't be demonstrated with a conventional laboratory experiment.

That distinction becomes particularly important when discussing consciousness, spirituality and experiences surrounding death.

Science Is a Tool, Not a Religion

I have tremendous respect for science.

But science is a method.

It isn't a single collection of conclusions that never changes.

Science works by observation, measurement, hypothesis, experimentation, replication, criticism and revision.

That's precisely why I think it can be useful in spiritual inquiry.

If evidence contradicts my favorite idea, I should care about that.

But science also has boundaries.

Some questions are extraordinarily difficult to test experimentally.

Consciousness is one of them.

We can measure brain activity.

We can correlate brain activity with reported experiences.

We can investigate neurological mechanisms.

But the subjective experience itself—the fact that there is something it is like to be you—is still philosophically mysterious.

That doesn't prove that consciousness survives death.

It does mean that the question remains worth investigating.

The Survival Question

This is where near-death experiences become particularly interesting to me.

I don't regard every NDE story as automatically proving an afterlife.

People can misremember.

Brains can produce extraordinary experiences.

Oxygen deprivation, medications, neurological activity and psychological factors can all potentially contribute to unusual experiences.

Those possibilities deserve investigation.

But the existence of possible physiological explanations doesn't automatically settle every question either.

That's why I find the research and arguments surrounding NDEs worth examining.

My own collection of material includes accounts involving atheists, shared death experiences, life reviews, unusual perceptions and attempts to address skeptical explanations.

For example:

Debunking Death — Near-Death Experiences of Atheists:


Debunking Death — Debunking the Pseudoskeptics of Near-Death Experiences:


Debunking Death — Shared Death Experiences:


The point isn't that every account is authentic.

The point is that there is enough material to justify serious investigation.

Reincarnation Is Another Piece

Reincarnation presents another interesting challenge.

If consciousness is entirely produced by the brain, reincarnation seems extremely difficult to explain.

If consciousness can exist independently of the brain, reincarnation becomes conceptually possible.

Neither statement proves the other.

But that is exactly why the subject interests me.

The work of psychiatrist Ian Stevenson is particularly important in this conversation.

Stevenson spent decades investigating cases involving children who claimed to remember previous lives, attempting to document statements and details that could potentially be independently verified.

My own research page collects material on his work:


Again, I don't think the proper response is:

“Ian Stevenson studied reincarnation, therefore reincarnation is proven.”

That's not how evidence works.

The better response is:

“There is a body of reported evidence here. How good is it? What explanations compete with it? What survives serious criticism?”

That's the question I'm interested in.

Gnosticism

Gnosticism gives me another tool.

One of its most powerful themes is that ordinary human existence may involve ignorance of our true spiritual nature.

The solution is not merely obedience to an external authority.

It is knowledge.

Gnosis.

Knowing.

Remembering.

Awakening.

That connects remarkably well with some of the ideas we've been discussing about consciousness.

What if the problem isn't that we are fundamentally evil?

What if the problem is that we don't remember what we are?

That doesn't mean I accept every ancient Gnostic cosmology literally.

I don't.

But the underlying metaphor is extraordinarily powerful.

A person can possess something without realizing they possess it.

A person can be asleep while believing they're awake.

A person can mistake the prison for the entire universe.

A person can forget their origin.

And perhaps enlightenment is, at least partly, a process of remembering.

Esoteric Christianity

Christianity contains similar themes.

This is one reason I don't think spirituality has to be divided into neat boxes.

I can find something meaningful in the Christian tradition without accepting every interpretation imposed upon it.

Esoteric Christianity is particularly interesting because it looks for meanings beneath the surface of literal doctrine.

My own collection of material on the subject:


The Christian language of death and resurrection can be understood on multiple levels.

Physical resurrection.

Spiritual transformation.

Death of the old self.

Rebirth into a new consciousness.

The Kingdom of God as something external.

The Kingdom of God as something discovered within.

Depending upon the tradition, all of these interpretations have appeared in one form or another.

That doesn't mean they're all correct.

It means the tradition is more complicated than the simplified version many of us encountered as children.

The Prodigal Son

One Christian story keeps fitting remarkably well into the framework I've been developing.

The Prodigal Son leaves home.

He goes into the world.

He loses himself.

He eventually returns.

And the father welcomes him.

You can read that as a story about morality.

You can read it as a story about forgiveness.

You can read it as a story about family.

Or you can read it metaphysically.

Consciousness leaves the apparent unity of the source.

It experiences separation.

It becomes individualized.

It struggles.

It forgets.

And eventually it remembers where it came from.

The important part is that the father doesn't say:

“You left, therefore you are permanently condemned.”

The son comes home.

The story is fundamentally about return.

That's remarkably compatible with the idea that separation could be temporary while ultimate unity remains possible.

Buddhism

Then Buddhism enters the toolbox and complicates everything.

Buddhism challenges the assumption that there is a permanent, independent self.

That's fascinating when combined with the idea of a universal consciousness.

If the ego isn't permanent, what exactly is reincarnating?

If there is no fixed self, what does enlightenment mean?

If individuality is temporary, does that make individual experience meaningless?

Buddhism doesn't simply give me answers.

It forces better questions.

And that is precisely what I want from a spiritual tradition.

I don't need a tradition to hand me a complete answer.

I need it to make me think.

My repost of an annotated exploration of Buddhism, Gnosticism and The Matrix film that explores some of those connections:


The Rainbow Body

Tibetan Buddhism provides another fascinating area of inquiry through reports of the rainbow body.

The claim, broadly speaking, involves advanced practitioners undergoing an extraordinary transformation at death, sometimes associated with the body's apparent reduction or disappearance and the appearance of unusual phenomena.

I don't regard every rainbow-body claim as scientifically established.

But again, the subject deserves more than either blind belief or automatic ridicule.

My research page collects material on reported cases and research:


This is where my approach differs from both fundamentalist belief and reflexive skepticism.

I want to know what actually happened.

I want to know what was documented.

I want to know what alternative explanations exist.

And I want to know what remains unexplained after those explanations have been considered.

Jewish Mysticism

The toolbox doesn't stop with Christianity and Buddhism.

Jewish mystical traditions also contain sophisticated ideas about the soul, divine reality, reincarnation and spiritual development.

For example, Rabbi Elie Kaplan Spitz's work Does the Soul Survive? explores Jewish approaches to afterlife, past lives and the meaning of existence.

My page collecting material related to that work:


Again, I don't have to become an Orthodox Jew to learn something from Jewish mysticism.

I don't have to become a Buddhist to learn something from Buddhism.

I don't have to become a Gnostic to learn something from Gnosticism.

That's what comparative religion is supposed to make possible.

The Matrix

Sometimes popular culture becomes another tool.

The Matrix is probably the clearest example.

The movie combines questions about reality, identity, illusion, awakening, destiny and choice.

Its basic premise isn't proof of a simulation.

But it gives us a vocabulary for asking questions that philosophers have been asking for centuries.

What if the world we perceive isn't the ultimate level of reality?

What if the person we think we are isn't the whole of what we are?

What if awakening means realizing that the rules we assumed were absolute aren't?

Those questions don't belong exclusively to science fiction.

They appear in philosophy and religion over and over again.

The Matrix simply gave them sunglasses and slow motion.

Near-Death Experiences and the Life Review

One of the most fascinating recurring themes in NDE literature is the life review.

People sometimes describe experiencing their lives in extraordinary detail.

Sometimes the description is panoramic.

Sometimes people report experiencing their actions from the perspective of the people they affected.

That raises an interesting philosophical question.

What exactly is a life review?

If it is simply a neurological phenomenon, how does the brain construct the experience?

If it represents access to stored memories, what mechanisms are involved?

If it represents something beyond the brain, what would that imply?

Again, none of those questions automatically proves an afterlife.

But they are interesting questions.

And if consciousness survives death, the life review could have enormous implications for how we understand morality.

Perhaps morality isn't simply a list of rules imposed by an external authority.

Perhaps the deepest moral realization is experiential.

You don't merely learn that hurting another person matters.

You experience what it was like to be them.

You see the consequences of your actions.

You understand.

That would make the old spiritual idea that “what you do to others, you do to yourself” radically more interesting.

The Simulation Question

Then we have modern philosophy and science-fiction's favorite question:

What if reality is simulated?

Nick Bostrom's simulation argument doesn't demonstrate that we're living in a computer simulation.

It presents a philosophical trilemma concerning the likelihood of civilizations reaching a posthuman stage, the likelihood that they would run large numbers of ancestor simulations, and the possibility that we are consequently more likely to be simulated observers than biological beings in a base reality.

Bostrom's original paper:


The important thing for my purposes isn't whether Bostrom is right.

It's what happens when the simulation concept is placed beside ancient spiritual ideas.

Suddenly words like:

illusion

awakening

avatar

higher self

incarnation

forgetting

and

return

start acquiring an entirely different vocabulary.

That doesn't mean ancient monks secretly understood computers.

It means human beings have been wrestling with questions about perceived reality for a very long time.

Biocentrism

Another modern idea that interests me is biocentrism, associated with Robert Lanza and later work developed with collaborators.

Biocentrism proposes a radically different way of thinking about the relationship between life, consciousness and the universe.

I don't treat biocentrism as settled physics.

It isn't.

And critics have challenged its scientific claims.

But that's not a reason to pretend the philosophical questions don't exist.

The interesting question is whether consciousness is something that simply appears inside a preexisting universe—or whether our understanding of the universe itself is inseparable from consciousness and observation.

That's a profound question regardless of where you ultimately land.

The Paranormal

Then there's the messy territory.

Ghosts.

Hauntings.

Apparitions.

Electronic voice phenomena.

Shared experiences.

Mediumship.

Unusual physical phenomena.

This is where things get particularly difficult.

There is an enormous amount of garbage mixed in with potentially interesting evidence.

People misidentify things.

People exaggerate.

People lie.

People interpret ambiguous events according to their expectations.

And sometimes people genuinely experience something they can't explain.

Those things can all be true simultaneously.

That's why I don't think the proper response to paranormal evidence is:

“Believe everything.”

Nor:

“Believe nothing.”

The better response is:

“Investigate.”

My own site has accumulated years of material attempting to do exactly that.

For example:

Debunking Death — 100 Proofs of Ghosts That Keep Pseudo-Skeptics Up At Night:


Debunking Death — Paranormal Team / Investigation Evidence and Other Great Ghostly Evidence:


And more recently:

Debunking Death — When a Ghost Answers Back: The Alice Riley Investigation and the Mystery of Intelligent Hauntings:


That last point is particularly important to me.

I'm not merely collecting ancient texts.

I'm interested in what people are investigating right now.

Engaging With Other Researchers

I've also tried to engage with people doing research rather than operating entirely inside my own echo chamber.

Winston Wu, for example, has been involved in the broader paranormal and skeptical discussion for years.

My site has referenced and interviewed researchers in this community, and DebunkingSkeptics.com has listed my work DebunkingTheDebunkers among its recommended blogs.

DebunkingSkeptics.com interviews:


DebunkingSkeptics.com — Great Blogs:


I've also conducted several interviews with Shane of Central Illinois Ghost Hunters:



That matters because I don't want my spiritual exploration to become purely theoretical.

Talk to researchers.

Look at cases.

Read arguments from people who disagree.

Examine evidence.

Change your mind when necessary.

That's how an actual investigation works.

The Cumulative Case

This is where I sometimes use the controversial word proof.

I understand why that word bothers people.

In a laboratory, proof generally isn't the standard we use for empirical claims anyway; we talk about evidence, statistical significance, reproducibility, explanatory power and competing hypotheses.

But ordinary human reasoning doesn't work exclusively through laboratory replication.

We establish things cumulatively.

We look at many pieces of evidence.

We ask whether they converge.

We consider alternative explanations.

We decide what conclusion best fits the totality of what we know.

That is the kind of reasoning I'm talking about when I say that I believe there is a cumulative case for survival of consciousness.

I don't think one NDE proves an afterlife.

I don't think one reincarnation case proves reincarnation.

I don't think one ghost photograph proves ghosts.

I don't think one mystical experience proves God.

But what happens when you put all of these categories next to each other?

NDEs.

Reincarnation cases.

Shared-death experiences.

Apparitions.

Mystical experiences.

Ancient religious traditions.

Philosophical arguments.

Consciousness research.

The persistent human intuition that consciousness is more than matter.

The similarities between reports separated by thousands of years and enormous cultural distances.

At some point, the cumulative question becomes interesting.

The One

All of this eventually brings me back to the idea of the One.

This is the part where I move from comparative religion into my own synthesis.

I don't know that the universe is ultimately one consciousness.

But I think it is a possibility worth taking seriously.

Imagine consciousness as an ocean.

Individual people are waves.

The wave is real.

The wave has a shape.

The wave has a beginning and an end.

But the wave was never separate from the ocean.

That metaphor can be found in various spiritual traditions in different forms.

The important thing is that individuality doesn't have to become meaningless simply because it is temporary.

I love being me.

I don't want the idea of returning to the One to mean that this person disappears into nothingness and therefore none of this mattered.

Maybe individuality is the experience.

Maybe the One doesn't create individuals because individuality is an error.

Maybe it creates individuals because individuality is how the One experiences what it cannot experience as an undifferentiated whole.

Why Would Unlimited Consciousness Want Limitation?

And this produces perhaps the strangest question of all.

If consciousness were unlimited, why would it want to experience limitation?

Maybe because limitation is interesting.

An unlimited being can't surprise itself.

An all-knowing being can't discover.

A completely safe being can't experience courage.

A being that has everything can't experience longing.

A being that has never been separated can't experience reunion.

Maybe that's why so many spiritual traditions contain stories about separation and return.

The Fall.

The exile.

The prodigal son.

The descent.

The incarnation.

The awakening.

The return.

They may not all describe the same literal event.

But they can be read as variations on a common human intuition:

We are separated from something, and we are trying to remember what it is.

The Amnesia May Be Part of the Experience

That brings us back to something I keep returning to.

What if forgetting is intentional?

What if consciousness enters an individual life without access to the totality of its knowledge?

Then the experience becomes meaningful.

You don't know what will happen.

You don't know who you'll meet.

You don't know which decisions will matter.

You don't know what comes after death.

You don't even know exactly who you are.

You have to discover it.

That's a much more interesting game than being handed the answer sheet.

And perhaps enlightenment isn't acquiring something new.

Perhaps it's remembering something that was always there.

The Point Isn't to Believe Me

This is probably the most important thing I can say about everything I've written here.

I'm not asking you to believe me.

I'm not asking you to become a Gnostic.

I'm not asking you to become Buddhist.

I'm not asking you to become Christian.

I'm not asking you to believe in reincarnation.

I'm not asking you to believe we're living in a simulation.

I'm not asking you to believe ghosts are real.

I'm not asking you to believe consciousness survives death.

I'm asking you to think.

Take the tools.

Try them.

See what they do.

Put them next to one another.

Look for contradictions.

Look for convergence.

Look for evidence.

And most importantly:

Keep the ability to say, “I don't know.”

Because “I don't know” isn't intellectual weakness.

It's the beginning of investigation.

A Toolbox, Not a Cage

That's ultimately what comparative religion means to me.

The traditions are tools.

Christianity gives me one set of tools.

Gnosticism gives me another.

Buddhism gives me another.

Jewish mysticism gives me another.

Theosophy gives me another.

Science gives me another.

Philosophy gives me another.

Meditation gives me another.

Personal experience gives me another.

NDE research gives me another.

Paranormal investigation gives me another.

Even movies and fiction can provide useful conceptual tools.

But no single tool gets to become the entire toolbox.

And no tool gets to become my cage.

I want to be able to hold two ideas simultaneously:

“This might be true.”

and

“I might be wrong.”

I don't see those statements as enemies.

I see them as partners.

That's the position from which I want to continue exploring consciousness, death, spirituality and reality.

Not as a preacher.

Not as a debunker.

Not as a skeptic who automatically rejects anything strange.

Not as a believer who automatically accepts anything comforting.

As an investigator.

Because maybe there is something waiting for us beyond the ordinary model of reality.

Maybe consciousness survives death.

Maybe reincarnation is real.

Maybe the ancient mystics understood something modern science hasn't caught up with yet.

Maybe the universe is fundamentally conscious.

Maybe reality is simulated.

Maybe all of these ideas are wrong.

Or maybe each contains a piece of something much bigger.

I don't know.

But I'm going to keep looking.

And I'm going to keep the toolbox open.